Thursday, October 07, 2004
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
yes....how true...i loved this passage, my favourite, but this few days it didnt struck me till yesterday. "Love is patient........it is not easily angered..."
love is patient. yet, why am i not patient? love is not easily angered...yet i was angry when comments of me being a fake carer and a expectant person hurts me and i got angry....why?
well, it is not EASILY angered....but love will get angry.....but i guess...thats no excuse....
well, my uproar a previous blogs down sure did shock quite some people, angered some and yar....but well, was really hurt when people doubt my love n concern for them, and thinks that when i do good, im expecting something of equivalent in return...well, i wont go back into that...it is over....buried...yeapz yeapz....once again, after throwing so many things out, im definitely better and like a previous case, when its buried, ill bring it up no more unless ppl of concerned wanna clarify....n ill definitely clarify :P
for those angry, im sorry i made u angry. for those sad or hurt, same here...and i know the words ive used were hurting...but at that time i was really peeved....but what ive said really comes from the bottom of my heart. and my reason for saying those things is to point out a few things.
1.) when u make a statement, do keep it and do it urself and not expect others to do it while u urself dont. set a good example...yar
2.) im not expecting things in return. but everyone knows when a person is in a rush, a little things done for that person can make the person not so uptight when he or she reaches.
3.) i truly care and am concern for ppl. mabbe my actions and things i say sometimes proves otherwise and indicates i want something in return....true, i definitely hope for a little in return...and im sure im not being bad or too demanding!
4.) not saying that im darn good and do everything, but saying that at least i tried and did my best to do all i can...and not just sit round do nothing....
well, just gotta clarify that in band, yes, ppl do set up. mikes and their own instruments....but not all when they first arrive...yar....what i referred to was all....
anyway, over is over....no more....i wont talk about this le....hehe
anyway, thanks to Mag, Edna and Jo2 for talking to me. Mag and Jo2 last night and Edna the previous night....u sisters are the best!!! *huggies*
well, today went to CMPB and saw my new office!!! it was fabulous!!!! and playing with my Chief Clerk's kid...so cute and active....aiyor...now i back pain.....old oreddi.....haha
well...i cant wait for saturday!!!! wheee.....haha....whee!!!!!!!
should i buy a fire goby?!?!
ok...thanks to all who have encouraged me over the year but i feel this year i was really drained. like going up and down a very rocky mountain.....tried to do bible study and read God's words so many times, but only a few stuck to me......my walk with God this year is very rocky. but thanks bro and sis for ur support and encouragements. u all know who u all are...so there....*huggies!!!!*
and thank u all for ur sharings and advice and help. thanks to all the cute sis who helped in family day. thanks to my family and frens who gave me support thru the planning for the promotional clips and know that i put in hard work....thanks to those who encouraged me to continue my service in some areas...thank you all. but these are not enough....guess its really, REALLY time I prayed once more to ask God to soften my hardened heart and let the Holy Spirit take me....
today went back to SAFTI to make my statement...so SCARY!!! everything i dunno...i dont even know the camera model! haha....
my unit having NSAD Idol....should i join? haha....
and talking about Idol, Russell got half of George Huff's T shirt!!!! haha...he n someone tore his shirt backstage. he got the one with the signature...haha...STOOOPID....
ppl...so pray for me that this time, my walk with God will continue and not stop kz? let God strengthen me and all....ok? love u all! *muackies!!!!*
haha...can imagine Jo2, edpyy, ningz, qilixiang, ms wah, mag n wini rolling their eyes, then DZ will pinch me!!!! yucks!!!! haha.....
gotta go.....God bless u all for the rest of this week!
*winks!*
the facts of life....
- 10/07/2004 09:33:00 PM
